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I suspect a little more like...

Woman: So what do you do for a living?
Ramos: I'm a professional painter, I set my own schedule and I'm featured in many blogs and articles. Sometimes I have to travel for shows, mainly in the US, but I might go overseas at some time.
Woman: So... you have the spending power of a squirrel?

Maybe I just know the wrong women


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And obviously best of luck Ramos! We are all rooting for you!

Nice work on the pigs. They really do. Look wicked.

Nice paint job on the Knight too.

EDC

I have all my fingers crossed..

Update number the last one.

Its official, I was not selected for the position. They're unfortunately going with another applicant.

Hurts, but thats just the way things go i guess... Normal operations will resume in a bit...

It may hurt, but don't fall into despair. You did something many cant' do. You put yourself out there, and GOT AN INTERVIEW. That means you were a finalist, and that's IMPORTANT.

Have an ice cream sandwich, a tasty beverage, and reflect on the fact that your skills are SO GOOD, PP gave you an interview.

That, in and of itself, is a career victory, and well worth celebrating, this weekend.

--Brian

I'm going to agree with Brian, take this whole experience as a massive positive! YOU are a good enough painter to actually impress the company to such a degree that they wanted to know MORE! they wanted to see YOU for an opportunity to paint their models, sure you didn't win but hey, we don't know what the determining factor was in the decision or how close it was!

Whatever happens from here on in you've got the feather in the cap of how well you did :-0

and you've got more time to build a TITAN!!!!!!

Agreed, you can not be disappointed with being in the top 1%, you are amazing and exactly as Nerdy pointed out, you don't know why they chose someone else, probably because it was the directors son he won! Chin up bud, you are amazing.

Now whats all this talk of a Titan, not seen one of those around here in years!

Sorry to hear that dude. But don't be disheartened, as people have the the fact that you made the cut to that level is something to be proud of in itself.

EDC

That's it....I'm officially boycotting PP.

To me it's their loss, your at top painter and were glad to keep you here. Also were giving you a 30% raise

PP really could have used someone with your skill, imagine if this new release of theirs was painted like the boars you just completed:


Keep your chin up, your work is amazing! Also, now that we all know Ramos is open to a position keep your eye out folks . I have a person I'm going to ask this weekend for leads.

Moar Ramos for us then...


They'll eventually regret their decision Ramos, you just keep doing what you do. All good man.

Sorry to hear that about PP bro, but like everyone else has said way better then I ever could at least your name is out there now. They liked your work so much they wanted to know more about you. As my football coach use to say "Hit them, hit them so hard they don't want to come out in the 3rd quarter and play!" aka do your best and eventually things will fall into place



So.....about that titan now.....

Sorry to hear it man. RiTides has a good point though, it is entirely possible that PP wants worse painters than you. Their studio painting has been pretty uninspiring of late.

Sorry to hear about not getting the job, but way to go applying for it and making it to the interview stage!

Hey guys.

So... It's been a bit.
After getting the big "No" from Privateer, I was feeling pretty damned bummed, as you guys can imagine. Sort of lost my way, didnt know what to do next. All in all it got a bit overwhelming. Slept a lot, put my liver through its paces with gin, slept some more... I viewed not getting the job as a failure. Not only was it a solid job that I really really wanted to land, but it also reflected on my work. Being judged as "not good enough" really cut deep. I just couldnt bring myself to paint anything. I couldnt even look at the models on my desk without a pang of heartbreak.

Fortunately, I had a lot of other routines to follow. Work, sleep. Wash rinse and repeat. Kept my mind busy, and even had a talk with one of my co-workers on "why I seemed so down" Its bizarre how easy it is to talk with a nearly complete stranger, compared to even some really close friends...

After getting home Tuesday, I did a lot of thinking. You guys were right. I got an interview, and THAT should be what I'm focused on.

So I refocused all of my disappointment and sadness into a driving force and "revenge". If they dont want me now, goddamnit Im gonna MAKE them want me! I'll push my skills and refine my abilities until I can march right into the next interview (YES THERE WILL BE ANOTHER SOMEDAY!) and really blow them away!!

I have to learn new stuff, enter and WIN some painting competitions, meet new people in the industry and pick their brains...

I'll be going with OTL to Gencon come August (come visit me at the booth! ), and Im heavily leaning towards getting out to ReaperCon in October. Gonna make this happen... The cogs are in motion, I just need to get them to go where I want!




So with this newfound resolve, I spent most of yesterday (and today after work) getting more paint down on the bigger models in Project Aporkalypse. As they stand, the silver is done, and the gold is mostly finished. Still a number of other details, in particular bone and leather, but Im on my way.

















I've also got some update shots from when I was on OTL's stream last week. Mostly metals on two versions of the same model. Both are supposed to be rather worn versions of the metal. A way to go on them yet, but Im well on schedule for a GenCon deadline!







A bit real for a second.... But I'm honestly in you guys' debt... I havent even met half of you guys in person and you're still so quick to put forth the helping hand and kind word... As much as I whine and lament and bitch and moan, I still havent scared you guys off... And even as little as I post on other peoples' blogs, you guys still pop in and encourage me (Im sorry, Im just miserable at keeping in touch )

I just can't say how thankful I am to know you guys... It really means a lot to me.

Till next time

 Ramos Asura wrote:
Hey guys.

So... It's been a bit.
After getting the big "No" from Privateer, I was feeling pretty damned bummed, as you guys can imagine. Sort of lost my way, didnt know what to do next. All in all it got a bit overwhelming. Slept a lot, put my liver through its paces with gin, slept some more... I viewed not getting the job as a failure. Not only was it a solid job that I really really wanted to land, but it also reflected on my work. Being judged as "not good enough" really cut deep. I just couldnt bring myself to paint anything. I couldnt even look at the models on my desk without a pang of heartbreak.

Fortunately, I had a lot of other routines to follow. Work, sleep. Wash rinse and repeat. Kept my mind busy, and even had a talk with one of my co-workers on "why I seemed so down" Its bizarre how easy it is to talk with a nearly complete stranger, compared to even some really close friends...

After getting home Tuesday, I did a lot of thinking. You guys were right. I got an interview, and THAT should be what I'm focused on.

So I refocused all of my disappointment and sadness into a driving force and "revenge". If they dont want me now, goddamnit Im gonna MAKE them want me! I'll push my skills and refine my abilities until I can march right into the next interview (YES THERE WILL BE ANOTHER SOMEDAY!) and really blow them away!!

I have to learn new stuff, enter and WIN some painting competitions, meet new people in the industry and pick their brains...

I'll be going with OTL to Gencon come August (come visit me at the booth! ), and Im heavily leaning towards getting out to ReaperCon in October. Gonna make this happen... The cogs are in motion, I just need to get them to go where I want!




So with this newfound resolve, I spent most of yesterday (and today after work) getting more paint down on the bigger models in Project Aporkalypse. As they stand, the silver is done, and the gold is mostly finished. Still a number of other details, in particular bone and leather, but Im on my way.

















I've also got some update shots from when I was on OTL's stream last week. Mostly metals on two versions of the same model. Both are supposed to be rather worn versions of the metal. A way to go on them yet, but Im well on schedule for a GenCon deadline!







A bit real for a second.... But I'm honestly in you guys' debt... I havent even met half of you guys in person and you're still so quick to put forth the helping hand and kind word... As much as I whine and lament and bitch and moan, I still havent scared you guys off... And even as little as I post on other peoples' blogs, you guys still pop in and encourage me (Im sorry, Im just miserable at keeping in touch )

I just can't say how thankful I am to know you guys... It really means a lot to me.

Till next time

I'm glad you changed your mind and viewed this as a positive not a negative. It wasn't "I'm not good enough I didn't get the job", It's " They liked my work so much they wanted to know more about me!".

You didn't get the job it could of been a hundred other reasons other then your painting. What if the winning guy was a local? etc etc etc so many What if's?....

I am glad to see you back doing what you clearly love and have a damn good talent for.

Those skin tones look great on the walking bacon, and I like the two different armours. I can't wait to see both of those models done.

There is no way I can hit Gencon but I wish you and all the OTL people all the best and I hope you blow people away with your fantastically painted demo models. ( and if Vic is there herself...try to talk her into doing 'non'-arbites. Some future judge and street troopers with power mauls and suppression shields would be amazing..... )

As for scaring me off...bro you ain't got nothing on the GF...now she SCARES me.... and I will sick her on you if we don't see some Titan soon....

Good to see an update and that your spirits have lifted a bit.

Pigs are looking great.

EDC

Good for you. Look at it as an opportunity. Were behind you 100%.

I may only be 98% behind you and 2% to the right......

Pigs are looking absolutely amazing. Take getting an interview as a great achievement and a learning experience. I went through I think about 50 job applications achieving 12 interviews and scrubbed out of all of them. Started to wonder what was wrong with me. But a wiser head than mine pointed out I was interesting enough to talk to further and eventually I landed a job I was super keen on and suits my abilities perfectly. I put some of the success down to all those previous interviews and the experience and challenges they presented.

 Archer wrote:
I may only be 98% behind you and 2% to the right......

Pigs are looking absolutely amazing. Take getting an interview as a great achievement and a learning experience. I went through I think about 50 job applications achieving 12 interviews and scrubbed out of all of them. Started to wonder what was wrong with me. But a wiser head than mine pointed out I was interesting enough to talk to further and eventually I landed a job I was super keen on and suits my abilities perfectly. I put some of the success down to all those previous interviews and the experience and challenges they presented.

You can't be behind him your on the bottom of the planet so your obviously beneath him .

I'd rather see you paint cool stuff here. I'm not a fan of the ascetics of privateer press. Even the piggies are a mash up of their items and other companies so they are better than straight from them. I like interviewing for jobs I have no chance at/ or don't want. The interviews help you train for the next job that is calling to you.

Road hog looks awesome by the way.

Glad you were able to pick yourself up Ramos. Being ANY kind of professional (salaried) artist is a really tough thing to do. We have faith in you, we love what you do with your talents. Keep at it. You made a HUGE step forward. Next step will be with a hobnailed boot on their necks (or up their butts)!

We already talked, but just to reiterate, you should be proud much more than disappointed. It's ok to be both, but use that. Show them whats up. Keep going, keep improving. You've been doing commission work for 4 years, many of these guys have been doing it for a decade or more (look at Art ). Obviously you have fans, always remember that.

@FGMike: Woah woah woah! No reason to take the nuclear option, eh? Titan's coming soon, promise! Just gotta get caught up!!
Oh, and On the Lamb has no relation to Victoria Lamb (that I know of, haha). Just a coincidence in names

@EDC: Thanks dude!

@SL: Keeping that all well in mind. Cant tell you how much it means to me.

@Archer: Yeah but we round up here. Congrats on being 100% behind me!!
The experience of any interview goes without saying... Im thankful that I got to do it. Im still at that annoying stage where I apply for a lot of things but dont get interviews, haha!

@Theo: Now this is just getting confusing.... I never was any good at trigonometry...
But thanks, man. Really thanks a lot.

@Gits: Thanks, Gits. Glad to have you guys with me on the ride

@WM: Heh, thanks man. Really've taken that to heart. Its not the end of the world, and in just talking to the studio director after the interview, looking at the minis I've seen some of the other painters I know have done... Man... it just really tells me more and more that I plain wouldnt have been ready for a position like this... I've lots and lots to learn.

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More color on the bacon! (Ok, fine, this one is beef...) Slowly but surely its all coming together
Very nearly done now...

Looking awesome!

Your work is incredible! Your glow effects and metals are absolutely amazing. You are one of the best for sure dude!

The WIPs are looking awesome, Ramos, way to get back on the horse!! Especially love seeing that bone color on the war hog, the bright color really helps the overall look imo . And that converted arm (the one still on the model) fits in great!

Glad to see you painting again buddy

Everyone has said what there is to say on this matter. You're a darn fine painter, and the only way to go is to be come a more darn and even finer painter.

Keep bringing on the bacon. And remember, the liver is evil and must be punished

Glad to hear you've had a turn around in attitude. Focusing on the achievement that was getting an interview, and using your disappointment instead as a driving factor is a great way to go about it.

Good to see you back behind the wheel (or the brush rather). Hogs are looking killa

Gencon hey? Welcome to my stomping ground! I will be there every day including trade day. I will visit you 100% guaranteed. Will you be stuck at the both the entire time or will you be able to escape at all? If possible we will have to find time to hang out and play some random games.