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I love a girl for many years, but she rejected several times. After years I suddently met her. And she hinted that she could marry. But I already saw the other girls and knew that I was coming up with completely different, more open, non-demanding, fun and active ones. I tried to find another, but every time I compare with her - that face is not like her, then the voice, etc.. I can not forget her, but how to un-love her?
Now she already has a husband and childs

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