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Hello, fellow children of the warp.
I have a question and only one, which is quite interesting and ridiculous at the same time, but this is just my humble opinion.
How would you guys react to a big WH40K fan who is seriously starting to believe in the Chaos Gods as real, eternal and immortal entities?
It all started as a joke, but as my psychosis advances and my mental health withers away, i have started to believe in a serious, almost religious way.
The only thing i can actually think about during my normal day is chaos.
Everything i do and make is... for chaos.
The best part are the delusions, everything is morphing to something that actually justifies Chaos and the Chaos Gods.
Almost everything that happens seems to me like a gift from the Chaos Gods, and things i've wished to happen are actually happening the more i'm busy praying in the chaos gods, but they always have their withdrawals, as my fulfilled wishes are corrupted and fragile, but for feths sake they do fething happen.
What the hell is going on?
Which sacrifices i must make in the name of our glorious dark masters?
I am in serious trouble, i have never believed in anything religious or in divine-beings related stuff, but this gak is scaring the feth outta me.
Yet, i would definitely die for the Ruinous Powers, only if they were actually real.
That's all, let the fat neckbeardish laugh begin.

So... what wishes have you been granted?

 Medium of Death wrote:
So... what wishes have you been granted?

They're not wishes of wealth or material stuff, but of situations and reality.
"Damn, i wish i could be alone with these people just for one day, but that gak ain't gonna happen very soon, we're too many."
And BAM, it happened, but it happened in a so-easily-recognizable way that it was almost hilarious, even a normal being could actually realize it was forced as feth.
This is just a poor example of what i've got so far (HUGE AMOUNTS of this kind o' gak), yet i usually don't wish for material stuff (like HURR MONEEEYY), but things like these are actually starting to happening.
The point is, they're not "normal" things like someone could actually pray for (like love or reason), they're twisted things of plots and backstabbing actions.
This is what actually made me start to believe in Tzeentch.
I was first a Khorne servant ('cause my Anger Issues and repressed rage), but then Tzeentch basically whipped his goddamn "EXISTENCE" in my face with so much brutality that i almost got shivers thinking about it.
And what about Nurgle? or Slaanesh?
WHAT ABOUT MALICE\MALAL, FOR KHORNE'S SAKE?!

~~tulpas~~

hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr wrote:
~~tulpas~~

Who are you, and what are you doing here?
Why did you just registered in these forums right NOW, on the fourth of november in the year of our dark lords 2013 just to make THIS post?
I'm enough paranoid by myself, i don't need your help.

Not sure if serious so. in a response. Since both the emperor and chaos have heavy influence from the bible (god being the emp and Satan the dark gods) and being a religious person myself I would say that you are being given "gifts" to lurebyou into selling him your soul(much like pledging yourself to the chaos gods) for power. Knowledge wealth or what have you but it ends worse than just being a pawn. In the end your soul is tortured for eternity. Maybe read the bible might help. Satan does a and will give people "powers" and many things in this life for the price of your soul. care where you tread my friend.

Well there's only one way to be sure; go and collect some skulls for the skull throne, see if you can achieve immortality by pleasing the Blood God.

Bryanz wrote:

hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr wrote:
~~tulpas~~

Who are you, and what are you doing here?
Why did you just registered in these forums right NOW, on the fourth of november in the year of our dark lords 2013 just to make THIS post?
I'm enough paranoid by myself, i don't need your help.

You know how keenly I take disappointment, Bryanz.

SO... moving on.