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Little lord Fauntleroy wrote:Indeed. You know usually I'm in therapy right now, so I'm not online...so this is what Dakka's like on a sunday night...holy throne...

Official therapists suck at their own job, and only make problems worse. If you want proper therapy, talk to your nearest and most convenient unofficial internet counsellor-buddy that is both quite experienced and willing to help.

ie, Myself.

edit: Oh looksie, a new page. Whoopedy doo.

If I just write 'K' will you break into my house and kill me ? Also, mine honestly isn't too bad, mainly becaus ehe plays 40k so we have common ground.

Little lord Fauntleroy wrote:If I just write 'K' will you break into my house and kill me ? Also, mine honestly isn't too bad, mainly becaus ehe plays 40k so we have common ground.

Three or four or however many years ago when my parents made me go to counselling, all it involved was me sitting down doing nothing for an hour (not to mention the drive into London..) with some old lady, and considering whether or not it would be worth jumping out of the window.

That sounds fun. Mine lives quite close, and I actually kind of look forward to it-basically we sit there for two or so hours listening to music, talking about our new plans for 40k (my quest to get him to play Fantasy continues), and I can swap between personalities without being judged. Yay for Dissociative idendity disorder!

Little lord Fauntleroy wrote:That sounds fun. Mine lives quite close, and I actually kind of look forward to it-basically we sit there for two or so hours listening to music, talking about our new plans for 40k (my quest to get him to play Fantasy continues), and I can swap between personalities without being judged. Yay for Dissociative idendity disorder!

I do not know what DID is, but I do know that your therapist sounds more like a mate than a counsellor. I had to suffer at the horrible place known as the Tavistock. *shudder*

He's a very cool guy, although I wouldn't call him a friend. He's one of the few people who actually use my proper name, so for that I respect him.
DID is basically where you have multiple personalities that all compete for dominance within your own body; it can often manifests as paranoia, voices, talking to yourself, or the feeling of being watched when no-one's around. It's one of the main reasons I find it difficult to socialize with people, because they don't understand why I'm often a raving psychopath and I don't really like talking about it, so they see me as being someone who needs to be avoided, which is fair enough I suppose.
Oh I'm rambling again.

Little lord Fauntleroy wrote:He's a very cool guy, although I wouldn't call him a friend. He's one of the few people who actually use my proper name, so for that I respect him.
DID is basically where you have multiple personalities that all compete for dominance within your own body; it can often manifests as paranoia, voices, talking to yourself, or the feeling of being watched when no-one's around. It's one of the main reasons I find it difficult to socialize with people, because they don't understand why I'm often a raving psychopath and I don't really like talking about it, so they see me as being someone who needs to be avoided, which is fair enough I suppose.
Oh I'm rambling again.

A lack of understanding usually indicates a lack of intelligence. Therefore I can only assume that it's a good thing that I understand what you're saying.

Or you're becoming as insane as I am. Either one is fine by me.

Insane is cool!

You don't have to care what people think of you, as long as you live your life like you want to, without restraints. Yeah well, DID could be a cause for restraint, but try to ignore it, HAVE FUN!

Little lord Fauntleroy wrote:Or you're becoming as insane as I am. Either one is fine by me.

You're not insane. You just have multiple personalities. Wait a second..

Scrazza wrote:Insane is cool!

You don't have to care what people think of you, as long as you live your live like you want to, without restraints. Yeah well, DID could be a cause for restraint, but try to ignore it, HAVE FUN!

We stopped caring a while ago. I mean, I did. I mean...I don't even know any more. Anyway, it's not that bad, and it's a great excuse for shrugging off questions as to why I don't have a girlfriend, which I get asked an awful lot.

Darkvoidof40k wrote:

Little lord Fauntleroy wrote:Or you're becoming as insane as I am. Either one is fine by me.

You're not insane. You just have multiple personalities. Wait a second..

Hush you.

If people ask you why you don't have a girlfriend yet, isn't that a positive thing? Like, because people see you as a guy who always has a girlfriend?

Actually, I think it's because they're surprised; every other guy, and this isn't an exageration, has been with a girl for a while now, whereas to put it bluntly I've always been solitary.
It's ironi; I don't even know what most of you people look like and yet you probably know more about me than most people I've spent the last 4 or so years with, bar maybe 1. That's the Internet for ya.

I have always been single too, even now. But, when you fall in love in a few years (Dakka says your 14) things will be easier, you will et more sociable to be with that girl. At least, that's what's going on with me. And when you get over that girl, things will go easier in the future. You can see it as 'geting experience'.

Blood Reaper commanded his new Tank squadren from his new (stolen) Tiger tank giving orders to his automated crews while firing on any German tank squadren with his modified future weaponry. His Tank soon joined up with the Russains who he soon sold several new age weapons.
"Where are we captain?"
The Confused Droid held up a map
"Some where in Germany , Berlin boss. Preety sure just some town."
Blood Reaper face plammed himself and sighed.
"Just aim and shoot at anything with a Swastika or German War symbol. And stop being a idiot!"

For a moment, Blood Reaper thought he saw a ninja like form with a face like a grinning pumpkin looking through the tanks vision port at him; but then he blinked and it was gone.

Little lord Fauntleroy wrote:Actually, I think it's because they're surprised; every other guy, and this isn't an exageration, has been with a girl for a while now, whereas to put it bluntly I've always been solitary.
It's ironi; I don't even know what most of you people look like and yet you probably know more about me than most people I've spent the last 4 or so years with, bar maybe 1. That's the Internet for ya.

According to Scrazza, we're the same age. I've never had a girlfriend, and there ain't no shame in that. Although, things seem to be set to change in the next few months.. ah, so many girls, so many options.

Scrazza wrote:I have always been single too, even now. But, when you fall in love in a few years (Dakka says your 14) things will be easier, you will et more sociable to be with that girl. At least, that's what's going on with me. And when you get over that girl, things will go easier in the future. You can see it as 'geting experience'.

I can't disagree and it's to early for me to complain about his grammar. Listen to this man!

LLF, I know how politically incorrect this is but...

Have you named your personalities?

This appears to be going nowhere.